When things just aren't in your favor....all the time!

When things just aren't in your favor....all the time!
I feel like everything just is always going wrong in my life lately...mostly since the end of my senior year of College last year. I quit my job of 3 years cause my new boss was a bitch and basically sabotaged me. I have been trying to get a full time job since graduation and now a year later I am still just working part time retail. And now if that wasn't bad enough 2 days after my 23rd bday I get popped for an OUI when I was perfectly fine to be driving(legally yes drunk...but so not drunk....i only swerved cause I was looking at a damn text message)....I just feel like a loser...I was always the one in my circle of friends and family that had my shiz together....knew what I wanted...and now i'm just lost. Anyone else feel like this? I don't wanna say that i'm depressed by it...but it really does wear on you after awhile...all the rejection from jobs and then the other things..just kinda brings you down(thank goodness I have music to cheer me up!) ok now my venting is over(i'm waiting for this damn Carrie Underwood album to upload so I can post it and go to bed!) anyone else wanna share their stories?

drinking is bad. =< and im sorry youre life isnt where you wanted it to be =< i can see myself at that age not being able to handle anything i mean thats how it is..its life. obviously im gonna have my ups and downs but hey thats what we do. we gotta rise from it but it takes time => maybe you need a blow...i mean u need a hug => a big huggg from me hehe. <33333 life is rough. no one said it was easy. but you'll get there. im only 16 but still, i know whats ahead. and i have to prepared for it =<

haha oh Cammy the words of wisdom from you are great...lol yeah I"m a firm believer in everything happens for a reason....but shit how long does it take for that reason to come around!? really...lol

I had no experience in anything after High School though. I guess that that was my problem. I was working 40 hours (full-time) at 7-Eleven last year and then like in the middle of June/July? this year they decided to hire this old woman so was like really slow at anything. She didn't even do much. She didn't even help me do anything so I quit working one day out of the 3 because it was one of those 'big order from McLane kinda days' It wasn't even safe working with her at work..I mean two women working the 11 pm -7 am shift??? Anyways this September this guy bought the store from my fave manager in the world. I look up to him because he's the only one that gave me a chance and I thank him everyday for it in my heart. Anyways.. I accidentally signed the papers to transfer to my other managers store but he had no spots open. So then I was stuck looking for a job..I tried Target, Shoppers Food Market and Staples but they never called me back. I want a real job damn it. LOL I'm stuck working for this asshole of a manager - AND i thought that my other mangers were harsh. He's nothing like them. Far worse he makes us count the damn cigarette packs, donuts, pastries, sandwiches etc etc. It's crazy. I'm working only 24-28 hours now. :(

i wish i get to experience those stuffs like work @ 7/11 or something, but i cant. you see, i study in a private school , a bit embarassing if my classmates findd out i was working for money

i wish i get to experience those stuffs like work @ 7/11 or something, but i cant. you see, i study in a private school , a bit embarassing if my classmates findd out i was working for money Why must you live up to others' expectations. To put it bluntly, f uck 'em. do what you please. While I'm at it, I hate this class structure shit. People insist it doesn't exist anymore, but hell, it does. I'm not bitter about being in a middle class family or whatever, I'm glad I wake up everyday in a HOUSE and I have a FAMILY, and that we have the basics in life and MORE. God, I'm sick of rich people who spend spend spend for themselves. I'm sick of people who look down on people. These people only do this because they're insecure. Insecure about themselves so to make themselves feel better, they diss others. Pathetic, huh?

i wish i get to experience those stuffs like work @ 7/11 or something, but i cant. you see, i study in a private school , a bit embarassing if my classmates findd out i was working for money i don't get people when they say that they want to work at a 7/11 trust me its no ball game in the park. It sucks ass....when you got to follow like a thousand rules and maintain your sanity all at the same time. I'm really surprised that I didn't turn out to be a druggie yet. Oh man private school? :shock: :evil: You poor kid :(

Oh, things happens you see but it will pass :) I know that is tounds cliche but it's real (even that I'm just 16). And so, I don't know WHY people drink, I don't drink nothing with alcohol even when I'm at partys with my boosy friends, alcohol is such a waste of life and don't makes your life 'more fun' But so, I wish you times get better ;)

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